Out of a sudden I felt sad today! SAD =( Can t really answer the questions why am I sad ? maybe I am just leading my happy life these few days after the A level then now the hormone for happy finish already so i feeling sad now.


Finish getting my prom stuff, just a plain long sleeved shirt black pant leather shoe and a silver tie.

Testimonial match with the J1 over, won 4-0 with the help of the super old seniors.
Then I played more for the girl match than the guys one , only got 4-5 j1 girls came only so we just go in to fill the numbers. It was a relaxing game. Then in the night go back to NYP with ter , the standard of hockey there is much higher . My passion for hockey fading, not as strong as be4, but I believe I will still carry on to play hockey as i know the feeling will be back soon.

Just like what coach SAM once told me : There are many things in life that catches ur eyes, but there are only a few things that catches your heart .

Like what Sam always said: Life sux!

Actually there are things i want it but then i just dun have the confidence to carry on. People need assurance, encouragement. Just like my hockey life, my study life and my social life, all of them need support and motivation to carry on. Be it from people or even from ur inner self.


HUMBLE! A word my pri 5 math teacher left with me. Humble a word my Pri 6 teacher remember of me. Really happy to see my pri 6 teacher , i really feel like having a long chat with her , really want to tell her about what happened for this 8 years. And of cause I want really really happy tat she can remember me too =D


I may want to become a teacher next time, a teacher that can transfer knowledge to my students, a teacher that can touch their lives and share their troubles.
I also want to be learnt more about Econ, econ really teaches me to make choices and to have a better perspective of what is going on in this corporate world.


And of course my life long partner too! Wonder when I will find one too .being in a 10 years boy school didn’t really aid me in this. hopefully she can take initiative to give me the confidence to continue , bad experience and from my friends experience tell me how such things can bring torture and suffering to yourself.

Went to a hair saloon bro Edward introduced. It was a good place and the person tat cut my hair really made me feel safe under his hands. I still took a photo of myself after i cut my hair. Loll. It was a good memory that left behind me. Although I feel I look blur in the photo.

Anw random is the word often associate with me, and of cause the word blur. All these are negative stuff. But some nice people will tell me this ignorance is a blessing. I agree too, but ignorance can also lead me to failure in many areas of my life.
I am also an very inquisitive person that like to ask many questions, but some maybe just some irrelevant question but then I just like to know more.

Prom really makes me vainer. More concern of how I look. But den again, I am still myself. No matter how ugly or good looking am i , I am still nick !
Anw in life family friends and teacher are people that plays an important role in your life, it is just like this analogy, if u got a really big house but u dun have any family members , will u be happy?

When I flip through my hockey book I took in my journey of picking up the skills, saw this phrase: Don t go through life without goals.
I still remember this phrase; this phrase is the quote I told myself to work harder so that I can score goals in hockey. And of cause I did it in the A div by scoring the equalizing goal and the 1st goal for my team in that tournament. It really bring memories back to me

Still got one more phrase : Is not now then when , is not u then who.

I remembered zen hong use this phrase during the under no roof after i told him this phrase which my coach told me during one of the matches. I enjoy spending time with my buddies in class in the under no roof , it was an enriching experience , and of cos our beloved leader Kw. still remember i ran around shouting like mad to complete my forfeit them ,dun noe what gave me the gut to go tat too.

Think i will miss the class esp the class guys, my j2 life was more exciting and fulfilling i felt. J1 is the year i face many hurdles and of cos one of the toughest year i had in my 18 years.

I hope my A level results dun fail me. I dun want to give my parents a shock again.
even if i do i hope it will be a good shock and not a nightmare for them.

Achieving excellence is about taking small consistent steps.
belief !
impression!
How ppl look at u and the impression they have on u will affect your success.
Start to believe in the people around you, give them the support and encouragement to continue.
And in time to come, we will blossom and become a beautiful flower tat beautify and bring the people a better world.

A level over! just came back from a soccer game with my secondary sch cca mates. Just ended my class chalet yesterday.It was fun ! But now i am sick! feeling breathless coughing ichy nose. next fri testimonail match .wonder how will it be like? anw planning the next class outing. wonder wat will i do . I want to relearn Fishing ! bro edward must really help me. regret no doing all the simple staff last time. now need to learn from bro edw.last time i go fishing bro edw dad and uncle adrain will help me with the preparation ,den nick jus cast the rod can alrdy.Now i 1 to really learn all the preparation work. den can teach fren and have a fishing trip. terence say 1 to go fishing long ago alrdy . see is he joking a nt lol, always tell me his ambition is to be fisherman.anw feeling some confusion too. aiya relationship is jus so werid. hopefully i can sort out myself soon. but now my aim is to get my prom staff , plan class outing , train up for testimonail match . relationship . haha . let see 1st , i dun hope for too much too but just at least remove my internal struggle somehow. lucky i got one good fren kenneth to hang out with . feeling so bad to be sick ! pls take care . I am really dying . hope i can get well soon!