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Tuesday, January 20, 2009,

Improve ! Have faith!

I fell and I will stand up!
I lost the battle but I can t lose the war!
Winners are not those that never failed , they are those that continue and never give up!
Look forward ! Learn from the past ! I will improve on my weakness and regain and strengthen my strength. That will be my aim.

Nicholas

7:56 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009,

I finally woke up. I found myself. 6 years have passed since I left my primary school. I realised during this 6 years , I changed . I was leading my last 6 years such that I was just going with the flow , trying to blend myself with the people around me , but yet I failed badly .I was living in my own world which is filled with misconceptions and fell badly into the bottom . I was hiding myself after meeting failures during the last 6 years and i didnt pick myself up then.I was then know to be a random person . A person that do not speak as he speaks , a person who is not motivated to learn anything new with all my heart. I lost my concentration skills which i have when i was a kid.I felt that i have spend my last 6 years rotting away.Although i was schooling but then I was not there , i was hiding myself in my own cave.

Now I have finished my studies , waiting to be enlisted into the army . This is when I start to have reflection of myself . I want to come out of that cave. I want to see the world . I want to be the pri 5-6 kid i was many years ago . A trustworthy person that can concentrate and focus , a person that people can look up too when they need help.So my resolution for now , is to LEARN . TO learn many things that i can learn in my last 6 years. I want to learn driving , i want to gain more knowledge, i want to have a sharper brain which i once have, I want to help people , I want to LEARN , I want to improve myself.I will start from today. Anw take care teacher . u are the one that make me realised all these although u maynot realised it , but it s a good reminder for me . Thanks for the trust u have on me, the belief that i am someone great . Hopefully i can adapt to the new world , the environment I in now which expects more from me compared to the past. Coming out from my cave and entering the developed and exciting world which i must adapt to. It s time for me to equip myself with knowledge , if not i will be a weak that needs to be protected , I want to be the person to protect others . Take care my friends , take care my teachers , take care my family . for now, i will think before i speak /do , I will slowly find myself back . HAVE faith ! Believe in yourself. You can do it !

9:47 PM