Got my first MC in army! June is coming ! 8 more months to ORD! 2010 is the year which i served as a NSF for the whole year. My fitness is dropping. I feel old and beleive I am looked more matured now. Still as usual lack the confidence and faith in the things i do. Somehow i seemed not to know where i am heading too now. Sign up for a german course which will take up my Saturday Afternoon. This saturday will be my 1st lesson. Go Nicholas! You can do it. Btw i am still pondering about my career options. What do i want to be next time. I am a person with NO DREAMS. I do not know what i want and where i am heading. Let s hope the decision i make now will be the right one. Believe in yourself and you will get the sweet success of the fruit in near future.