3 hours more to World Cup Finals 2010 South Africa!

Can t believe 20 years have past. I love my Family! Dad , Mum , Edward and Louis. Many things happened in the past 20 years. I look more mature as time passed but then deep in my heart I am asking myself if I am ready for adulthood. Being a teen is like a transition from a kid to the Adult. Am i still consider as a teen.

Learning German is something i try to enrich myself . 3 more weeks to the end of my German A1.1 level. Can i pass the test for A1.1. I have not been working hard for my German. Must do something about it.

Went to Louis Parent Teacher Meeting at VS few days ago. The meeting was not a pleasant one as I didn t expect such an establish School to have such a slip shot PTM. But then I start to worry a little for Louis. VS is a school geared towards for independent learner. Not too sure if he can cope well in this culture. Really hope that I can play a part to improve his grades but then I have been giving myself excuses to slack off. Maybe the feeling that my parents are throwing the burden of guiding Louis education to me turn me off. It seemed that I should be responsible for him. Ultimately I have reflected what the teacher told me to Dad and Mum . Hopefully I can start using some of my time to help Louis soon.

Edward. It has been quite sometime seem i really chat with him . Probably he is bz with his gf or should i say bz with Army. Somehow I am lucky in this case such that i do not have a gf now and do not have the worry of spending time with gf while in army. If it is in my ability to help my brother to have a easier army life such that he can come home everyday in time to come. I will try to help him GET that job.

Driving! Seem to be a little geared towards completing my driving when I see more and more of my friends getting their Licence. One day i will drive my family in my car around.

University life? Should I stay in Hostel. In time to come i will know.Talking about Uni reminds me of the type of job and life i will like to have in future. Can t commit myself to what job I want. But i have a strong feeling that i am gearing myself towards Education sector.

Money Money ! Wish to travel around the world with my friends. Wish to get a digital camera which I like. Want to get an I-phone with data plan. Want to study German. Want to learn driving.

Next year is my 21 birthday. Not sure my next year plan will be like. Will I be in Singapore at my 21 Birthday? Do i need to take my initiative to start preparing my Birthday for 21 like booking chalet. Who are the people that will be attending my Birthday. I will like it simple yet not too simple. I will like it with my many friends but not to too. Just don t know what i really want.

Indecisive! Must start to plan. PLAN and Execute my PLAN!

Regards,
Confused Nicholas